Sunday, April 5, 2009

Tomorrow is a big day...

...tomorrow my divorce will be final. I know this is the right thing for me, but I am sure I will leave the courtroom a mess of emotions tomorrow. I am exhausted emotionally and physically. I feel like my mom and brother have no idea what I am going through and think its just like any other day. My mom seems to forget that I have a demanding job, am playing general contractor at my house and am going though many emotions with my marriage ending. I am also trying to be the best mom possible through all this as well and it is just taking a toll on me.

Hopefully things will be better when the divorce is final. Maybe I will feel a big sense of relief. It will also be great when the house is done and I can have a home again.

Wish me luck. Luckily I do have a wonderful boyfriend supporting me though this :) I love you baby.

3 comments:

SquirrelQueen said...

Good luck, I will be thinking about you tomorrow.
Having someone who loves you for support is a big plus.

~joe said...

I'm happy I can be there for emotional support. You are so good to me, how could I not be here when you need me? I love you too baby.

Jane said...

Hello I found your blog through another and can relate to so much that you have been through. Maybe I'll find the courage to share it in my own blog some day. I'm glad that I am not alone and others can understand. Thank you for sharing.